Going after the calling

I'm standing on a mountain top looking down. I see many valleys and rolling hills that extend for miles and miles and miles. There are many directions to go but I am at a loss as to which way one to take. If I go left, will I get stuck? If I go right, will I turn back? If I go straight, will I reach my destiny? What if I'm just scared to leap? Maybe I just need to jump.

That's how I feel about my calling. What has God placed in my heart? What was the purpose of my creation? His word in Psalm 139:12-14 says,
You have Searched Me and Know Me
…12 Even the darkness is not dark to You, And the night is as bright as the day. Darkness and light are alike to You. 13 For You formed my inward parts; You wove me in my mother's womb. 14 I will give thanks to You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made; Wonderful are Your works, And my soul knows it very well.…he created me in my mothers womb. He counts the very hairs on my head "

It's time for reality and my purpose to collide. I'm searching right now. I'm searching my purpose. There have been prophesies spoken over my life but how do I get there? Have I not surrendered completely? Could this be the true calling?  
God has shown me different things but one thing has been consistent, I'm drawn to the supernatural. I'm drawn to the spiritual world. There have glimpses of the spiritual realm that the Lord has shown me and it draws me in like a curious child. I want more of it. I want to see more of the miraculous. I want to visit heaven. I want to see what God has shown other people. I want to hear the angels singing again. I want to see with my spiritual eyes what I hear in the supernatural.
In all reality, I know what to. I have to seek what I want. It’s time to go after what God has for me. It is time to bring forth that vision........ JustFood4Thought