It has been awhile since my fingers hit the keyboard. When I think of all the things I need to write, I don't think there are enough minutes in the day to complete it. Just recently, my youngest brother got married and one of my sisters had a baby. With the wedding, baby shower and delivery, our lives were busy.
After all the dust finally cleared, I had time to look back and reflect at everything and think, who or what do I have? What am I doing? What legacy am I leaving? Am I making an impact in this world?
All my siblings are now married and have a family. I am the oldest daughter and single. My life wasn't supposed to turn out this way. When I was a little girl, I would always dream of being married, having a big house with a white picket fence and being a CEO of some major corporation. It didn't turn out nearly close to anything I pictured.
No, actually it is the total opposite. I'm forty, single, no kids and with no potential prospect (at least as of right now). I am not a CEO rather soon to be freelancing.
So, what do I do now? Well, now I begin to enjoy life and do something I've always wanted to do-travel. Yes, that is right. No money but will work to travel. When the Lord took me to Israel, I absolutely fell in love with it. Maybe it was the revelation God showed me or the fact that I walked where Jesus possibly walked or the new places I've seen. Either way, I want to share the same experience with other people. There is a transformation that happens when you go expecting. God doesn't disappoint.
Since being back, I see the bible in a different view. Israel comes alive. Gods word seems more powerful. Revelation is happening before our eyes and I want people to see why Israel (Jerusalem) is the place God chose for himself.
This is new. This is believing God for all things now. A new chapter is unfolding...... JustFood4Thought